20/09/2010
I've gotten my EM results and to be frank i am a bit happy but still i noe it is still not up to standard. I wan to get A1 for my EM so tat my L1R4 points will be low. Today, i actually did my work at home and i really feel happy. i will continue this momentum till 'O' level and i believe tat i will achieve wat i wan!!
i've just recieved a call from Sercheng and it is regarding our birthday chalet that is going to take place during 21-23 december 2010. feeling excited and waiting for the day to come:)
Yuan lai shi mei nan.
I was watching this korea drama which i feel that it would nv ever ever happen in real life. But the actor was really good looking and i was rewinding for his scene only. Crazy about him but not as much as Kimbum:) i will definitely watch as much korea drama as much as i could after 'O'!!
a promise to myself..hehe^^ just love the story plot and the character:)
19/9/2010
Today was a sunny day, the sun was scorching. I went to swim again but was wif ser cheng at yishun safra. i actually went to buy sun block and i apply it before i go into the pool, but euu noe what?? i am now caota like become more dark liao.. i don wan!!!!
Later went to SSC's aston to have lunch:) was super tasty but the speed that sc have was like a tortoise.. eat and talk and eat and talk and eat and.....this gos on and on and on..nv ending until she realise and i told her then she quickly finish up her food!! haix:(
was a relaxing day:D
Why??
i just don noe why there is always such people on Earth who would do such thing to their child..They're just moster, any idea what they did??
The 'father' locked his two 2-3 year old daughter with a chain like a dog in the corridor. He is really born without a heart!! The girls was just given water bottle with little water inside and no food. This shouldn.t be teh kind of childhood life that they should be having at this age. Recalling what kind of childhood i was having and i was really fortunate to have parents like my own. i actually took a flight when i was only just 4 months old, And as compared to the two girls. i really do pity them and i am really very fortunate:)
I think that the girls will definitely lead a better life in the orphanage than wif their 'father'. He must be punish and i hope that he can be jailed for as long as he live. Thats what he should deserve for doing such things.
Today..
I went to sswim early in the morning with Huiyin and the water was freaking cold. The Sun was scorching and i was like sort of having sunburn. But i don mind,cause i did exercise and i was content. She really could not swim well.hahax:)
We later went to sheng shiong and bought a lot of ingredients for cooking. The scariest thing that i ever came across in my friends house was that the CENTIPEDE was lying dead in the bowl. So we decided to cook in the living room. Other than the centipede, of course there was great things and that was to cook a very tasty meals for ourselves. We cooked marcaroni with tons of mushrooms and ham and spinach and mutton and egg and corn...I think we definitely have a super balanced diet for the meal of the day. But the scene of the centipede is still flashing in my mind.
What do i want??
today is just the next day after the prelim..what am i suppose to do after i finish my 'O' ?? i am just feeling confused and unsure. but i think i should focuse on my 'O' first before i start to think of other things, but i need a goal to work. i wanted to get to the nursing course, but let miie say something before you comment..
i did not want to get into nursing course because of its low cut off point. I want to get into the course is really because i am interested in the course. But can i ask, why mummy does not support miie?? the moment i tell her i planned to get into the course, she starts to feel so irritated and sort of angry and diapprove of my choice...
i know it very well myself that i am not the kind who would get in to JC's and achieve super good results and waiting for opportunity to get into the U..i am the kind that i need time to stablilise with my work first.i now that the work that is needed to be done in the JC's is definitely more tough and tedious tats why i didn't chose to get into it.
i feel that what i want is a stable job and i am not interested to juggle my career like the typical career women in the society. maybe i can really work well in the hospital??
I am sort of freak out when the thought of receiving my results slip next year.. i do really hope that i can receive what i want and get into poly.That is just what i want to pursue.
My major problem is my AM!! i just could not pass the paper no matter what i do..But the weird thing is that i can juggle my EM well but not AM, is it really my problem that i cannot pass my AM paper??if thats the case then maybe i will try to work harder to pass the paper. The thought of miie getting F9 for AM for 'O' makes miie really very scared. i want to pass the paper.
i promise my self to practice AM as much as i could..i believe that i can do it.
